Reminiscences and Recollections ~ Section IV

    By Ann R


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    Posted on: 2008-07-07

    Chapter Seventeen

    Elizabeth thought she saw the pair making their way over towards her but could not be too certain. If they were she would at least have time not only to compose herself, but to exchange a few words with Adelaide. “I see Caroline Bingley is headed our way – are you at all acquainted with the lady she is accompanied by?” asked Elizabeth. Although Adelaide was knowledgeable about Caroline Bingley and her past relationship with the Darcy’s she had yet to formally meet her.

    “I do believe it is Lady Sarah Whittimore, she is known to be after an eligible husband at all costs – and for that reason men mostly avoid her” replied Adelaide.

    “It seems that Caroline is in good company. She has made it no secret that she seeks a man of fortune. She did have designs on being the future mistress of Pemberley, and has held that fact against me ever since my husband displayed a preference for my company” retorted Elizabeth.

    Adelaide then remarked “So that is Caroline Bingley- no wonder Fitzwilliam had no interest in her. It does seem that you were very polite in your comments about her – I do believe I have never seen such a colour on a woman in society” with obvious reference to the bright orange creation that Caroline had chosen to wear to the ball.

    “Caroline has always preferred brighter tones, despite what the current fashion dictates” replied Elizabeth diplomatically with a hint of a smirk.

    “So how do you wish to manage this? I shall take your lead” said Adelaide.

    “Despite our past I do wish truly Caroline happy, and sincerely wish that she would find true love. I have no doubt that having Caroline settled would make things much easier on Jane and Charles and also the Hurst’s. Whether or not Caroline and I can be reconciled and become true friends remains to be seen we both have prejudices on that score. She will need to overcome her dislike of me being mistress of Pemberley for a start” replied Elizabeth.

    “What are her preferences – maybe I may know of someone who would suit her?” said Adelaide.

    “I thought you were against matchmaking?” said Elizabeth now amused at Adelaide’s comments.

    “I admit I am not immune. There has to be something to help me pass the time while you are in the north – I will not always have balls to plan” said Adelaide with a slight chuckle.

    Elizabeth smiled seeing aspects of her mother in promoting matches. Having no children or grandchildren living it was no wonder that Adelaide spent some time speculating over society matches. To aid Adelaide in her quest of finding someone suitable for Caroline Elizabeth began “Caroline and I have never been close, I can only say what little I know of her. She seems to maintain a preference of town over country, and prefers London society over country manners. I cannot see her relating to tenants on an estate, but it seems that she could manage a large household, and could manage the arrangements for many social engagements. She is not a greater reader, and cannot detect the subtleties in Shakespeare, but she enjoys some theatre and is proficient at the pianoforte. I do understand that she has a considerable fortune of her own, but she seeks not only further fortune but title too if it were possible. Love seems the least of her concerns, however knowing as I do (Elizabeth blushed deeply at this point) I would be genuinely pleased if she were to experience the joy of true love – maybe then she would have a better understanding of why Fitzwilliam and I married – it may go some way to reconciling her to our match.”

    “It does you credit Elizabeth – that you can put Caroline’s best interests ahead of your opportunities for retribution.” Said Adelaide.

    “It is a sentiment easy enough to say but it may be more difficult in practice, and it seems that I will have to put that into practice sooner rather than later” said Elizabeth under her breath as it became obvious that Caroline and Lady Sarah Whittimore were in fact heading directly toward them.

    “Eliza, what a wonderful evening.” Caroline cooed. “Dear Georgiana looks a perfect angel and the envy of all of the eligible men present.” Caroline then turned to her friend and said “May I take this opportunity to introduce you to my dear friend Lady Sarah Whittimore?” said Caroline in her best deferential tone.

    Elizabeth held true to her intention. She knew she could make the evening extremely difficult for Caroline, however having experienced true happiness through her marriage to Darcy, Elizabeth instead pitied her, and made things easier for Caroline than both knew she deserved. “Caroline, I am so pleased you could join us this evening. Lady Whittimore, I am very pleased to meet you and so glad that you could come.” The ladies curtsied. Elizabeth then said “May I introduce you both to Lady Adelaide Lyell, Countess of Stradbroke? Lady Lyell is not only a neighbour of long standing, but also a relative of our family.”

    Caroline was both relieved that Elizabeth had treated her with courtesy and politeness that she had not necessarily earned, and being grateful for this concession and cognisant of who Elizabeth was with Caroline spoke to Elizabeth without her usual haughtiness and condescension. To say that Caroline was surprised at Elizabeth’s comment about her relationship with Lady Lyell was an understatement, but Caroline immediately saw the social advantage – it meant that she too could claim a distant relationship to someone highly regarded in society– even if it was only through the marriage of her brother.

    Lady Sarah Whittimore was not ignorant of what information had just come to light. Caroline Bingley had changed from someone who was useful for obtaining and spreading social gossip to a person with impressive social connections and as a result Caroline credentials suddenly rose sharply in her estimation despite her father’s fortune being made in trade. Lady Sarah could see that Caroline could be of good use and would now go out of her way to associate with her, rather than her past actions where she associated with Caroline when there were no other friends available, or no one else who was prepared to listen to gossip.

    Adelaide was impressed with Elizabeth’s handling of what could have been a most awkward situation, and saw fit to relieve her of some of the burden of conversation, seeking the opinions of Caroline and Lady Sarah of the music and dancing that was occurring within the room. The group fell into a conversation that became more pleasant and easier than anyone of them had envisaged.


    Meanwhile, elsewhere in the ballroom Darcy had met up with some of his former Cambridge acquaintances. There was a small number of gentlemen grouped together – a Mr Robert Melton, Lord Angus Harvey, and Sir Peter Whitcomb, who was the Viscount Norland. All had been with Darcy and Bingley at Cambridge. Harvey and Whitcomb were from the landed gentry, whereas Robert Melton’s family had prospered through printing and publishing.

    “Darcy it is good to see you. My your sister is most attractive and you seem well pleased with your wife – we did begin to think that you would never marry” said Lord Harvey.

    “I must admit that I had begun to think the same thing. That was until I met the lady that became my wife.” Darcy said as he smiled at them.

    Bingley came over to join them. “Gentlemen it is good to see you here. Do you have Darcy conversing about his favourite subject? I can see by the smile on his face that he must be!” said Bingley.

    “And what would that be?” asked Robert Melton.

    Bingley was quick in his response “His lovely wife. You will be amazed at the transformation of our friend. You have never seen a man so quickly reconciled to the idea of marriage”.

    Darcy tried to defend himself but implicate Charles as well “Bingley here would have you believe I can converse on no other subject, but you will find him no different to me.”

    “And I am most happy to admit it” replied Bingley most sincerely.

    The Viscount then asked Darcy “Were you not destined to marry your cousin Miss de Bourgh?’

    “My aunt Lady Catherine would have you believe that, but neither my cousin Anne, nor myself had any intention of ever marrying each other – and my aunt was none too pleased as a result” answered Darcy.

    “Why not an eligible lady from society – surely your estates could have benefited from some an alliance of some sort” queried Lord Harvey.

    “I had no need for further fortune or landed alliances – what I sought was a lady who loved me for myself and not my fortune, someone who would be both companion and confidante. My experiences with the ladies of society, and their parents who tried to coerce me to marry their daughters had left me somewhat disenchanted – I was rather tired of being pursued by all and sundry hence my gradual withdrawal from society for a time.” Said Darcy. There were other reasons he had withdrawn from society such as Georgiana’s episode with Wickham, but he would certainly never discuss those other reasons that saw him stay away from London whenever possible.

    “Ah so love was your motivation. Surely love is a modern concept?” said the Viscount who had married his pretty but rather silly cousin Eloise Hampton. There was only a cousinly affection between the parties in that marriage, and it was well known that both chose to spend more time apart pursuing their individual interests rather than spending time together.

    “Not at all – my parents married due to their mutual affection. It was their model of a happy marriage that I wished to emulate.” Said Darcy.

    Melton directed his question towards Bingley knowing that he would get more information from him than the usually reticent Darcy “So how did Darcy find her?”

    Charles Bingley took Darcy’s light mood as an opportunity to joke with his friends. “Well I can at least claim the credit for that. I leased a property in Hertfordshire, and we had the fortune to meet a gentleman who had 5 daughters, and we had the fortune to meet and fall in love with the eldest two.”

    “A country squire with five daughters – how unusual.” Said the Viscount not convinced about the necessity to marry for love.

    Darcy retorted “Bingley here was besotted immediately”.

    “Bingley was always falling in love through Cambridge” said Melton.

    “Not like this – you could tell from the outset this time it was different” said Darcy.

    “Where as Darcy here - you have never seen a man in such denial to his obvious affections” retorted Bingley.

    Lord Harvey then asked “How did you know she was not a fortune hunter. You admit to readily avoiding them up until now Darcy”

    “I have no doubts that my wife is most definitely not a fortune hunter.” Said Darcy.

    “How can you be so certain?” responded Lord Harvey.

    Darcy looked him square in the eye and said “I was refused when I first proposed.”

    “A woman refusing you? She must have not been in her right mind” said the Viscount.

    Darcy went on “Far from it – she taught me the best lesson I have ever learned. For a while it seemed that the only woman I ever loved was the only one I couldn’t have.”

    Melton asked “So what changed?”

    Darcy was candid in his response “We both did. We both held certain misconceptions, and once they were clarified we could finally acknowledge our feelings for each other. Would you care to meet her – then maybe you can decide for yourself.” He was beginning to tire of having his relationship with Elizabeth examined in such detail, but by bringing her over to the group not only would this give him the opportunity for his friends to better understand how Darcy found Elizabeth different to every other woman he had ever met, it would also give him the chances to spend some more time with her.

    “Yes I would be most interested to meet her – she sounds rather intriguing” said the Viscount.

    Darcy thought the Viscount was being rather patronising, but knew instinctively that Elizabeth would change his impression about her and their marriage within moments of their introduction.

    As a result Darcy excused himself from the group and moved towards the other side of the room where Elizabeth was talking with Adelaide. Seeing Caroline Bingley talking with his wife, Darcy knew that Caroline must have had some motive to approach Elizabeth and Adelaide, and the only way he was going to find out about it was to draw Elizabeth away. His friends gave him the perfect excuse. Darcy knew that Caroline usually went out of her way to either avoid Elizabeth, or take the opportunity for saying something sarcastic. However, he was not as concerned as in the past as Elizabeth was in the company of Adelaide, and was confident that nothing untoward would happen whilst Adelaide was present.

    In order to have his curiosity satisfied, he approached the party of ladies. He knew that Adelaide would not mind conversing with Caroline for a short while longer at least, for Elizabeth’s sake. Elizabeth did not see Darcy approaching as her back was presently turned, but she soon sensed her husband’s presence before it was confirmed with a gentle touch to her arm, and a hand placed at her back. She turned to him and smiled, the look between them was not lost on Caroline – but as Elizabeth had been kind to her Caroline maintained her composure and even managed a polite smile.

    “My dear Mrs Darcy, Lady Lyell, Miss Bingley” said Darcy smiling toward them all.

    Caroline took this opportunity to introduce her friend “Mr Darcy, may I introduce my friend Lady Sarah Whittimore? Sarah, Mr Darcy and my brother Charles are not only great friends, but are now brothers by marriage.” Said Caroline to emphasise her connections.

    The appropriate social niceties were observed by Darcy and the ladies present.

    Despite Elizabeth’s obvious efforts at some form of reconciliation, Darcy did not intend to be drawn into any conversation with Caroline Bingley polite or otherwise, and moved on quickly to say “Would you excuse me ladies, while I claim some time with my wife? There are some people I wish for her to meet.”

    Adelaide responded before Caroline had an opportunity to press Darcy into further conversation “Certainly Darcy you must both see to your duties as hosts”.

    Elizabeth bobbed a courtesy and said “Pray excuse us for the moment – I do hope we can spend more time together later”.

    Caroline said “Of course Eliza, we do look forward to speaking with you later in the evening, or even at supper perhaps.”’ Caroline was going to take every opportunity to spend time close to those she had determined were the social centre of the evening and who were most likely to impress Lady Sarah. She felt confident that Elizabeth would continue her pleasant approach and not avoid her company.

    Elizabeth acknowledged Caroline’s comment with a brief nod and slight smile. Adelaide meanwhile thought she would drill Caroline and Lady Sarah further to see if she could ascertain whom she could determine would be a suitable match for either of them. Adelaide thought she may as well have some fun looking after the ladies while indulging in her favourite sport.

    When they had moved away Darcy said quietly “Did you need rescuing?”

    “Not quite. I was quite safe with Adelaide, and you would have been quite proud of how pleasant I was to Caroline” replied his wife.

    Expressing his concern at seeing Elizabeth talking with Caroline Bingley he went on “Did she seek to embarrass you?” Darcy was never sure of how Caroline would treat Elizabeth, and he did not want his wife upset by Caroline Bingley on any occasion, but particularly not this evening.

    Elizabeth said “On the contrary, it seems our relationship with Adelaide has given Caroline reason to seek my company – she feels I may be finally of some use to her. I could have been mean spirited and whilst it was extremely tempting I chose instead to be pleasant, and then thankfully Caroline was quite pleasant by return. I do not believe we have ever exchanged so many civil words without even a hint of malice.”

    “My that is some progress at least - I am most proud of you – not that Caroline has earned such a privilege given our past histories. Do you think this pleasantness will outlive the evening?” While Darcy had little time for Caroline, he was pleased that there had some initial step towards a reconciliation as they were still required to socialise with Caroline on occasion due to their relationship with the Bingleys.

    “We shall see. Caroline at least may be more tolerant of our relationship and more guarded in her opinions. We can only hope that she will permanently change her ways.” Said Elizabeth.


    Chapter Eighteen

    After walking some distance in the crowded ball room the Darcy’s had now arrived at the group of gentlemen from Cambridge. Having seen Elizabeth Darcy from a distance, seeing her in close quarters they were not only amazed by the beauty of Darcy’s wife, but could see the loving glances he frequently bestowed on her. Darcy made the introductions, and as Darcy had always anticipated Elizabeth charmed them all immediately and put them at ease.

    “Mrs Darcy you have achieved what many a lady had tried and failed to do – and I congratulate you most sincerely. It seems your husband is very happy in his choice” Said Robert Melton.

    Elizabeth thought this was a very forward comment from someone she had just met – even if it was an old acquaintance of her husbands’. “I thank you Sir, you make my marriage sound like a conquest – whereas I can assure you it most certainly was not.” Said Elizabeth quite decidedly – but her smile and the glint in her eye betrayed her humorous interpretation of the comments.

    “No harm intended I assure you” Robert Melton replied quickly realising that Darcy’s wife had a quick wit.

    “It will certainly not be taken that way. I do hope you are enjoying yourselves this evening?” Elizabeth said by way of diverting the topic of conversation.

    Not only a quick wit, but skilled in the art of diverting conversation a most intelligent woman thought Lord Harvey. He then said “The arrangements this evening are sure to be talked about for ages – in the most positive terms I can assure you! Your choice of a small chamber orchestra for the earlier part of the evening was inspired and is sure to be emulated in the widest circles.”

    “I can see that many ladies attending this evening are most envious of the room decorations, not only are they elegant but so well suited to the size and scale of the room” added Robert Melton by way of support.

    “We have to thank the Countess of Stradbroke for both the suggestions and decorations – she kindly assisted us with many of the arrangements” said Elizabeth wishing to allocate the accolades where they were due.

    “Now Darcy, what attracted you to your wife? Was it her beauty, wit or intelligence that first caught your eye?” asked the Viscount quickly determining that Elizabeth Darcy was a rare prize indeed.

    “Surely that is not a subject for discussion while my wife is present, nor even when she is not?” replied Darcy while he reddened considerably.

    “Your wife does not know of your affection? – I find that hard to believe!” said Lord Harvey after observing the loving glances Darcy directed towards his wife. They were all enjoying seeing Darcy’s discomfiture and it became a challenge to see if they could unsettle him further.

    “My wife certainly knows of my affection” he said smiling at her “but it is not usually a topic of conversation that we share with others, but to answer your question in part only, I do believe it was her very fine eyes.”

    Now it was Elizabeth’s turn to be embarrassed. Bingley decided to rescue them both as best he could under the circumstances. “My dear sister has many more skills besides – she can even best her husband at chess.” While the comment deflected the conversation away from how their relationship came about, it did only serve to deepen Elizabeth’s embarrassment.

    “Quite an achievement. Surely Darcy your chess skills are not lacking?” said Lord Harvey.

    “Definitely not – my wife is a very skilled player- if you do not believe me you should challenge her some time, and you can see for yourself” said Darcy proudly giving her hand a squeeze in reassurance.

    Lord Harvey then asked Elizabeth “Mrs Darcy, may one ask how you developed your skills at chess?”

    Elizabeth much preferred to talk and defend herself rather than continue to be the centre of the verbal warfare that was taking place. “Well growing up in a household with 5 daughters and no sons, my father had wanted someone to play against. None of my sisters were inclined so my father taught me.”

    Robert Melton asked “I suppose you can best him too?”

    Elizabeth replied “On occasion. It depends upon my level of concentration. My father is usually able to best me in the summer, when I prefer to be outdoors, rather than confined to the house. In the winter, my attention is less prone to wander, and on those occasions my father loses more than wins.”

    “So do you win against Darcy in the summer or winter?” asked the Viscount.

    “We are yet to have the opportunity to play much chess in the summer, however the past winter at Pemberley saw us mount many challenges. In the end I do believe our tally was near to even” said Elizabeth matter of factly.

    “And what other talents belong to Mrs Darcy” said Lord Harvey.

    Darcy was becoming tired of the questioning directed towards his wife and their relationship replying “My wife has many talents, she is accomplished in all of the arts, and many more besides.”

    “I am quite envious Darcy – you are a fortunate man indeed” said Robert Melton bowing slightly towards Elizabeth as he spoke.

    Darcy had watched the animated conversation between his wife and his friends, and could see a hint of envy – none could converse with their wives in the manner with which Elizabeth held court. He had a sudden urge to be the centre of her attention despite a room full of guests, and determined that the only way this could be achieved was to dance. At least he could be expected to hold her on occasion and they would have some opportunity for conversation. It was not enough, but would do for the present.

    “Gentlemen, if you will excuse us for a moment, I had promised the next dance to my wife, and I would like to see that she is not disappointed.”

    “Certainly madam.” Said the Viscount bowing to Elizabeth as her husband led her to the floor.

    “Come with me and I can introduce you to my beloved Jane” said Bingley directing the gentlemen over to where Jane was standing with Aunt Gardiner.

    Elizabeth managed to keep control her countenance and not express surprise at Darcy’s request – it did however give her the opportunity to tease him - so she did. “You had promised the next dance to me?” said his wife quite bemused by his efforts to suddenly remove himself from his friends.

    “It is the only way I can have some private conversation with you in this room.” He responded trying not to catch her eye. "It also aids us both in not having our relationship under such close scrutiny.”

    “Then I am most happy to oblige you Sir” said Elizabeth. “Pray tell me is it always the habit of men to discuss their marital relations in front of someone’s wife?”

    Darcy responded “Certainly not, from my experience at least. I can only assume that the direction of their conversation is prompted by a few factors. Firstly, that they are very impressed by your obvious beauty and intelligence, and also that they are rather jealous that they didn’t find you before I did.”

    “Even if they had found me it didn’t mean that I would marry them – remember that I said I would only marry for love?” responded Elizabeth softly. “And I only love you.”

    “And I love you – and my friends could clearly see it” he responded while whispering close to her ear.

    “Are they all married?” asked Elizabeth, trying to find out a little more about her husband’s friends.

    “Yes, with varying measures of affection. I do believe Melton has grown quite close to his wife, but the others are more distant. The Viscount was required by his family to marry a cousin, whereas Harvey ended up being compromised by a rather zealous family keen to make a match for their daughter - he did not deserve that - no one does." There was a great deal more to tell particularly about Lord Harvey, but Darcy was in no mood to discuss the marital relations of his friends and would enlighten his wife at a later time. Instead he turned the conversation back to her. "I do believe they are now most jealous of the relationship we share." His eyes betrayed the depth of his feelings at that moment, but he was cautious to only look at her as long as he dared.

    She smiled knowingly as she knew what he was about, and was flattered about the attention he wished to pay to her in a room full of mainly strangers. She also knew that enjoyed asserting his rights of possession, and by his actions in front of his friends, and taking her to dance it was an easy way for him to indicate to those present his preference for his wife above all others – if anyone had ever been in doubt.

    As soon as they had joined the set on the ballroom floor Darcy regretted his decision. The close proximity of his wife whose eyes sparkled with merriment, and whose beauty shone above those around her was almost more than he could bear. He longed for the evening to be over so that he could again have his wife to himself. A little private conversation and the occasional touching of hands was not enough to satisfy him.

    Elizabeth could see that Darcy was distracted, and from his eye she knew that she was the cause. This pleased her immensely but she was well aware that this was dangerous ground in such a public setting. In order to allow them to finish the dance and not lose their attentiveness to the steps, she saw it necessary to continue some discussion to divert his thoughts, so Caroline Bingley’s love life now became the topic of conversation. She said “It seems Adelaide is now going to determine who Caroline should marry.”

    Darcy’s surprise at the topic was evident, but it did have the effect that Elizabeth had sought. “Adelaide matchmaking, and for Caroline Bingley?” he asked.

    “So it would seem. She says matchmaking is one of the few ways she can occupy her time. Adelaide sought information about Caroline’s preferences and I look forward to her deliberations on a suitable partner. Despite our past differences I do wish to see Caroline happy.”

    “She could never be as happy as we are” said Darcy softly.

    “I doubt there is any couple that could make such a claim. Adelaide is determined, so perhaps it is time I went to see how she is making out” said Elizabeth as the dance came to an end.

    Elizabeth walked slightly in front of her husband, Darcy still managing to hold one hand, and place his other behind her back as he escorted her back to where Adelaide was standing. He was well positioned to whisper quietly to her “You tempt me beyond all reason Elizabeth Darcy”.

    “And what reason would that be?” asked his wife mischievously.

    He ensured that his reply was only quiet enough for her to hear “The reason that says we should remain here and play hosts to our guests. I would much rather entertain you alone.”

    “Now you know as much as I would wish it to be so, we cannot abandon Georgiana on such an evening.” Elizabeth said turning to catch his eye.

    Darcy was forced to look away before he said “That is true enough. It is probably best my dear that I spend some further time with some of my Cambridge acquaintances – it is the only way to temper my present feelings. With you so near, I know I cannot remain true to my resolve for now.”

    “If that be the case, then you had better seek your acquaintances. I meanwhile will see how Adelaide progresses on seeking appropriate gentlemen for Caroline to pursue.” Said Elizabeth while turning to smile in Adelaide’s direction.


    “Have you spent enough time together for one evening then?” said Adelaide noticing Darcy’s distracted look as he turned to leave them.

    “For the present yes, we are trying to focus on the tasks at hand and our social obligations rather than thinking of where we would much rather be” said Elizabeth knowing that Adelaide knew exactly what they were about.

    “I am right in saying that you would much rather be alone?” said Adelaide.

    “You know that neither of us enjoy performing to strangers, but it is only for a few hours more” said Elizabeth refusing to really say what was on her mind. “Now what have you to tell me about a match for Caroline, surely in the time I have been away you have resolved that matter”

    “It seems that I may have found someone suitable to Caroline, and in fact have made the initial introductions. First impressions seem rather favourable – he has already asked her to dance” replied Adelaide.

    Elizabeth turned to see the dancers on the floor. Caroline was easy to pick out due to the colour of her dress, and also her height which made her clearly visible above the heads of all other ladies on the floor. Elizabeth smiled when she saw her – she was dancing with a man who was a good deal taller than her- and Elizabeth wondered if she had ever seen a man as tall. “And who is she dancing with?” said Elizabeth playfully in response to Adelaide’s information.

    “He is Sir David Howard, now Lord Clay. He has only recently attained his title, when his father passed some two months ago. Sir David was in America attending to some investments when he received news of his father’s passing. It is that event that has seen him recently returned to these shores” said Adelaide by way of explanation.

    “So besides his height, and title what is it that makes him a suitable match for Caroline?” asked Elizabeth. Then she stopped before adding anything breaking out into laughter.

    “What is so amusing may I ask?” said Adelaide perplexed at Elizabeth’s actions.

    “I am starting to sound like my mother heaven forbid!” jested Elizabeth. “Regardless of my comments I would still dearly the question answered!” she said shaking her head.

    Adelaide went onto explain how the gentleman in question spent his time on investments and brokering deals – purchasing businesses, setting up companies, and as a result had little interest in the country and preferred city life. He travelled frequently to America to conduct business there – which was likely to be the reason that Caroline had never come across him prior to this. He had attended Cambridge, but a couple of years behind Darcy. Adelaide finished with the information that she had been the one to purchase his family’s estate in Cheshire, which is how they became more closely acquainted.

    “His father’s health declined after his mother’s death, and he lost interest in the running of the estate. The new Lord Clay was frequently away, and as I mentioned before had no interest in farming or tenants. The land is good, and with diligent management will turn around quickly, however that is not the type of investment that interests him as he prefers those associated with the city” said Adelaide.

    Elizabeth now turned her attention to others on the dance floor. “And who is Lady Sarah dancing with?”

    A serene smile emanated from Adelaide. “Lord Dudley Smythe. His mother has kept him at home these many years knowing that he was probably the dullest young man in society. Took after his father. All of his comments are trite and he can barely hold a conversation, although he is not at all unpleasant to look at. He is one of the most eligible bachelors here in terms of money and title – I thought him well suited to Lady Sarah – she seems of a similar ilk.”

    Elizabeth had to stifle a laugh– Adelaide was quick to determine that Lady Sarah was a featherhead – albeit a pretty one – she needed someone who could tolerate her inane comments and gossip, and it seemed that in Lord Smythe she had found her perfect match.

    “Any further matchmaking this evening Adelaide?” asked Elizabeth.

    “No, merely observing behaviours for future reference.” Said Adelaide refusing to be drawn any further.

    Elizabeth could see that Adelaide was clearly enjoying herself, so she now sought information about the younger members of their party. “Who are the gentlemen dancing with Georgiana and Kitty” asked Elizabeth with a sudden interest in the partners of her sisters.

    “Georgiana is with Sir Archibald Glynn, a pleasant young chap, but I am not sure he will be suitable in the long term, and Kitty is with Mr Nigel Green – the second son of Lord Potter. He is destined for the church, and is one of the gentlemen you are considering for the parish of Kympton.” Said Adelaide.

    “Fitzwilliam speaks highly of him, but I have not yet been introduced. Kitty seems quite taken with him.” Said Elizabeth seeing her sister’s animated expressions.

    “That is their third dance together this evening.” Replied Adelaide.

    “Are you keeping count on all of their dances?” asked Elizabeth.

    Adelaide said “Of course. Your husband and the Colonel are expecting a full report. I have vetted every entry on both of their dance cards to ensure the appropriateness of their partners.”

    “I would not have expected anything less.” laughed Elizabeth. “I don’t know who is deriving the greatest amount of pleasure – my sisters with their partners or your assessment of their progress. Has Georgiana danced with anyone more than once?”

    Adelaide smiled at Elizabeth’s observation of her actions. “I would conjecture that the level of our enjoyment is quite even, and for your information the only person Georgiana is set to dance more than once with is the Colonel.”

    Elizabeth could hazard a guess why that was to be the case, but she was not sure enough on either the thoughts of her young sister, nor of their cousin to have any possible affections discussed in such a public forum. That would be a subject she could discuss with Adelaide at a later time.

    They had just finished this exchange when they were approached by Louisa Hurst. Elizabeth and Louisa had gradually drawn closer over the previous months. Elizabeth found Louisa a pleasant conversationalist when Caroline was not about, and Louisa found Elizabeth quite knowledgeable – her intelligent conversation made a pleasing change from Caroline’s focus on gossip and censure. Louisa had already been introduced to Adelaide at an afternoon tea that Elizabeth had hosted – Caroline had missed out as she was at a tea with Lady Sarah.

    Louisa came up and the ladies curtseyed. “Lizzy, Jane asked me to pass on her apologies. She found she had become rather fatigued and needed to retire early. She had to excuse herself while you were dancing with Fitzwilliam.” Jane and Bingley had recently announced that they were to become parents, and whilst Jane’s morning nausea had passed she found she became easily fatigued and preferred to retire early.

    “Thank you Louisa, I am not surprised at all. She did sleep this afternoon, but still looked tired when she awoke. We cannot have her becoming over tired.” Replied Elizabeth.

    “No not at all. Can you tell me who Caroline is dancing with?” asked Louisa most interested to see her sister dancing with a very tall gentleman.

    Adelaide answered her “My dear, I had the pleasure to introduce your sister to Sir David Howard, Lord Clay. It seems they are quite taken with each other”.

    “Louisa, they are now dancing their third. I would wager that if we were not about to go to supper that there would be a fourth too.” Said Elizabeth, knowing how pleased Louisa would be to see her sister dancing more than one with the same gentleman.

    “Her third?” exclaimed Louisa. “My that is promising. Oh look, he is escorting her back – maybe we shall be favoured with an introduction.”

    Adelaide smiled to herself, Louisa and Elizabeth were acting like two matrons trying to marry off a daughter, rather than young women enjoying a ball whereas Caroline actually looked flushed when she was escorted back to where the ladies were standing. Whether it was the heat from dancing so many sets, or whether it was the affect of her company it was hard to determine. Regardless Caroline looked well pleased, and so did her partner.

    Lord Clay had already exchanged greetings with Adelaide when he was introduced to Caroline earlier on so Caroline made the introductions to her sisters “Lord Clay, may I introduce my sisters, Mrs Hurst, and Mrs Darcy.”

    Lord Clay bowed to both the ladies. Given that the Darcy’s were hosting the ball, Lord Clay said “Mrs Darcy, it is a most enjoyable evening – such pleasant company!”

    The meaning of his comments were not lost on Elizabeth, Louisa and Adelaide, who quickly exchanged knowing glances.

    “I thank you Sir, my husband and I were glad that you were able to attend. I do hope that we shall see you more frequently while you are in London?” said Elizabeth thinking that with such a beginning that some occasions would need to be arranged to bring Lord Clay and Caroline together again.

    “I hope so too. May I be so bold as to seek an introduction to Mr Gardiner Mrs Darcy? I have heard most favourable reports of his business dealings. I have an investment connection that may be of interest to him”.

    Elizabeth warmed to hear of her uncle spoken of in such terms – and in front of Caroline too. “I am sure my uncle would be pleased to meet with you Lord Clay. I can take you now if you wish, he is conversing with my husband at present.”

    He responded “I thank you most sincerely, but I shall wait until after supper if that is permissible. I have engaged Miss Bingley for supper and I would hate to go back on my word”.

    “I shall introduce you after supper then” nodded Elizabeth as she watched Lord Clay hold out his arm to Caroline who accepted with a slight blush. Elizabeth thought she would never have seen Caroline Bingley act so demurely.

    Lord Clay’s actions and comments were enough for the ladies to conjecture that Caroline had indeed made a favourable impression and that they would observe all of their interactions with interest.

    After supper, some further dancing took place. The hour was growing very late – or very early dependent upon each persons’ perspective, as it was now well towards the hour of two in the morning. Many of the older members of society had already returned home, with the younger members keen to stay in such company as long as possible. Adelaide belied her age and was determined to stay until the last guest had departed – and wished to spend a little more time besides, to join those who remained to dissect the evening and talk about those who attended.

    It eventuated that Georgiana, Kitty, the Colonel, Adelaide, Bingley, plus Elizabeth and Darcy were the only ones left. The Gardiners and Matlocks had only just departed, whilst the Hurst’s had left a little earlier as Louisa was looking a little pale and tired – Elizabeth began to have her suspicions that the Bingleys were not the only ones anticipating an addition to their family in the near future. Caroline had departed with them, and it could only be assumed that she was reconciled to her early departure based on the fact that Lord Clay left at the same time.

    Those than remained congregated in the lounge as the household staff took care of those items that had to be dealt with before retiring. The main work of cleaning the ballroom and supper area would take place the following morning. Elizabeth had arranged some tea, and Darcy poured some wine for those that desired it – including Adelaide who had refrained from anything stronger than tea the whole evening – she had wished to remain alert and observant and now felt that she could indulge in a small drink to celebrate the evenings’ success.

    Georgiana and Kitty were forced to discuss their many partners and were frequently reduced to gales of laughter as they recalled who had trodden on their toes, whose breath smelt awful, and whose gentleman’s cologne was thought to be overpowering to the senses. The remainder of the party took pity on them and did not ask them to choose a favourite – but both Elizabeth and Adelaide could easily guess which gentlemen were preferred by both the young ladies as their names were noticeably avoided when it came to recalling the faults of those they had danced with.

    Darcy then turned his attention to Caroline – having had some conversation with Lord Clay who declared how impressed he had been with Miss Bingley. “Adelaide, I thank you for inviting Lord Clay, he had some investment propositions that appear they may be of interest to the Gardiners and myself. It appears he was also quite impressed with Caroline.”

    “I am so glad that he came – he has been in England so rarely these past months – spending most of his time in America. Knowing that he would be here, and also most eligible I thought it prudent to invite him. It does seem that he has taken an interest in Caroline.”

    Based on this information Charles immediately sought further detail, as he had purposely not kept his eye on Caroline throughout the evening – mainly to avoid knowing of any embarrassment she may have caused. “We are speaking of my sister?” said Bingley quite in shock at what he had just heard.

    Elizabeth chimed in “Most certainly. – not only did they share a number of dances, but he also took supper with her”.

    “Were you keeping count?” Darcy asked his wife.

    “Louisa was helping me” said Elizabeth by way of defence and trying to implicate others besides herself.

    “So how many did they dance?” teased Darcy.

    “Three before supper, and two afterwards” said Elizabeth then she became quite embarrassed at how accurate her information was. It indicated how much attention she had been paying to Caroline.

    “My sister, danced five times with the one gentleman? To say I am pleasantly surprised is somewhat of an understatement. I know she is my sister, however she has never danced more than one with a complete stranger without causing some offence. How did this come about?’ asked Bingley.

    Adelaide owned up to her involvement “I introduced them. After spending some time conversing with Caroline I was trying to determine if anyone of my acquaintance may be suitable to her.”

    Before she could say anything more Darcy interrupted her “Have you been matchmaking Adelaide? I thought you were beyond that” said Darcy grinning at Adelaide’s admission.

    “I have already been taken to task on that score by Elizabeth. I must be allowed some amusement – and it was for a good cause. Caroline is an intelligent woman – it just seems that she does not necessarily know what is best for her, so I thought I would make an introduction. After that it is totally up to them.” Adelaide said contritely.

    Bingley said “You are right in that Caroline needs someone who can love her despite her faults”

    “I think in Lord Clay she has found her perfect match” said Adelaide.

    “Clay even remarked about how well she looked, and the elegance of her outfit.” Said Darcy.

    “He was prepared to overlook the brightness of her dress?” asked Bingley. “It seem he has become the first man I have ever heard to utter a complimentary comment about Caroline’s apparel. I am all amazement!”

    Elizabeth then said something in support of Caroline “The cut and style of Caroline’s clothes are always stylish if perhaps more lavishly embellished than others. I think it is Caroline’s preference of colour that usually overrides opinions on her appearance.”

    All those present knew that Caroline’s preference of various shades of orange was her fashion faux pas, but no one was game enough to utter any further comment. Her over embellishments could be overlooked but her choice of colour was hard to avoid. Elizabeth’s comments had been very diplomatic – no one had ever been prepared to tell Caroline to her face that the colour orange was not best suited to her complexion, nor well regarded in society.

    Adelaide then said something that initially stunned them all before they saw the humour in the situation. “I believe Lord Clay will tolerate orange or any other colour for that matter, and with him she may in fact have found her ideal man. Not only does he share a preference of the city over the country and enjoys socialising as Caroline does, but he is in fact colour blind – he cannot determine the differences between colours at all!”**

    The reaction this comment achieved could not have been anticpated. Darcy laughed out loud before continuing to laugh so much that tears streamed down his face. Whatever hesitancy Charles displayed in supporting his sister was quickly overcome. He too began to laugh and laugh so heartily that he ended up with hiccoughs – in between his hiccoughs he could be heard to utter “perfect, it is too perfect!”

    The Colonel doubled over trying to stifle his laughter, then Georgiana, Kitty and Elizabeth eventually joined in.

    It was sometime before the laughter died down. Elizabeth was caused to comment while drawing deep breaths to recover– “Oh Adelaide, I am so glad you did not tell me that earlier – I could not have kept a straight face when being introduced. Just the thought of him being able to tolerate such bright colours – it is too much!”

    When the Colonel finally calmed himself down he had the sense to ask "Adelaide how did you know of this?"

    She responded most sincerely "We were discussing scientific papers one evening and he said a Mr Dalton had published a work describing a situation that he himself experienced. Growing up he could not differentiate whether tomatoes were green or red and was at a loss to explain it - that was until he read Mr Dalton's paper. It described his situation most accurately"

    Elizabeth felt the need to apologise "I am sorry for my laughter at such an affliction - I would be sad not to know the difference between the various hues - but it does seem perfect for Caroline." This was enough to send Bingley and Darcy back into a fit of chuckles.

    “Well my dears, I know you are laughing at the appropriateness of such a relationship and not at poor Lord Clay's affliction, however you are all going to have to learn to maintain some sense of decorum when they are near. I have invited Lord Clay and Caroline to dinner two nights hence under the pretext of discussing investments and trade and I expect you all to attend. Do you think you shall be able to control yourselves in their presence?” said Adelaide smirking at them.

    Darcy answered for them while mopping his tears with a kerchief “With much effort and self control I do believe we shall be most polite – it is probably better that you told us now, and not during a break in the evening – it could have become most embarrassing.”

    “I promise I will do my best – but if I suddenly have to excuse myself you know why!” said Richard Fitzwilliam.

    “You shall do no such thing Richard – you should at least be able to control yourself in their presence – but if you do need a slight chuckle, can you please wait until they have left for the evening?” said Adelaide in her most matronly tone.

    Richard knew he was being admonished, and promised most sincerely to behave and mind his manners. All of the others promised to do the same.

    Given the early hour of the new day, they decided it was time they all retired for the evening – it had been most successful and all of the guests seemed to enjoy themselves. Now they were eager to see what transpired for Caroline and Lord Clay and looked forward to their dinner with Adelaide in two days time.

    ** Colour blindness was first documented in a scientific paper by John Dalton in 1798 – describing his own situation. http://www.cogsci.uci.edu/vision/yellott_dates.htm


    Posted on: 2008-08-04

    Chapter Nineteen

    The two days between Georgiana’s coming out ball and the dinner party scheduled for Adelaide’s house passed quickly enough. Elizabeth, Georgiana, Kitty and Jane had visited Adelaide the day after the ball for afternoon tea with the sole purpose of discussing the previous evenings’ event. Afternoon tea was chosen as the time to reconvene as it was expected that everyone attending the ball would sleep until quite a late hour – all of the involved households were very quiet until noon had passed.

    On visiting Adelaide in the afternoon, Elizabeth was both surprised and delighted to discover that Darcy had arranged for a rather large bouquet of flowers to be delivered to Adelaide as a demonstration of their thanks for her efforts in arranging the ball. Adelaide was delighted to ascertain that Darcy had arranged for similar bouquets to be delivered to Lady Neill, and Mrs Emmerton-Walsh as a means of complementing them both for their assistance in the planning. To say the formidable trio of ladies were thrilled with the delivery of flowers was quite an understatement. They were pleased, and flattered, and quite proud that they could boast that they had received a delivery of flowers from the Darcy’s of Pemberley.

    The ladies discussed every aspect of the ball. Pairings were commented upon, and those not paired were talked about from a point of observation only. Adelaide held court and ensured that the conversation did not dissolve into idle gossip – both Adelaide and Elizabeth had no desire for their conversation to become as low as had sometimes been overheard between the Bingley sisters.

    The subject of Caroline Bingley and Lord Clay, the gentleman who not only seemed pleased to meet Caroline but had actually danced five dances with her certainly received very close examination. Elizabeth asked Adelaide if she had given Caroline any advice before the introductions were made, and Adelaide advised that she had given Caroline the same advice she had given to Georgiana and Kitty before the evening had commenced – “offer general responses to general topics, never criticise or gossip about anyone, and let the gentleman initiate the topics. By following these rules you will be considerate to all and never offend”. Elizabeth was amazed that Caroline would take such direct advice from Adelaide, but it had apparently been delivered in such a way that it was general advice rather than a pointed attempt to address any individual behaviour of Caroline’s, and it seemed that for once Caroline had taken notice of the advice rather than scorned it. It had become apparent that Lady Sarah had chosen to ignore the advice – but had been fortunate enough that the gentleman Adelaide had introduced her to was too witless to even notice.


    The day for Adelaide’s dinner eventuated in due course. The Darcy’s arrived early accompanied by Georgiana, and Kitty, so that Adelaide had company when the other guests arrived. Jane and Bingley were absent – Jane had been rather fatigued since the ball and no one - family or friend alike would ask Jane to jeopardise her own health or that of her unborn child.

    While Elizabeth was still a little uncomfortable to find herself attending a dinner where Caroline would be in such close company when the gentlemen retired for a period after the main meal, she tried to remain positive given that Lord Clay would also be attending – and hoped that this fact alone would be sufficient enough reason for Caroline to maintain the civility she had displayed at the ball.

    So there was a small party present in Adelaide’s house when Colonel Fitzwilliam arrived, followed by Lord Clay, the Gardiner's and Caroline Bingley. For once in her life Caroline had tried not to be late – she had anticipated being present with Adelaide’s guests when Lord Clay was announced, however her habits of spending a little longer on her appearance than she ought were yet to be changed, and so it was that she arrived at Adelaide’s house after all of the other guests had arrived. Her chosen attire for the evening was as to be expected – a glaring shade of burnt orange- but those present (save Caroline) were aware that Lord Clay would be oblivious to the colour of her clothing.

    Caroline was subdued when she entered – and was most genuinely apologetic for keeping everyone waiting. Elizabeth noticed and was pleased – maybe Caroline would be pleasant again this evening in her attempts to be noticed by Lord Clay. It had however taken a valiant effort on the part of Adelaide’s other guests not to laugh when Caroline arrived – Adelaide’s disclosure about Lord Clay’s colour blindness was still fresh in their memories, and the colour of the dress Caroline’s had chosen to wear that evening only served to remind them of it.

    The dinner went smoothly enough – Caroline was unusually silent – the lessons taught to her by Adelaide had been remembered. Caroline was so concerned about saying the wrong thing in front of Lord Clay that in the end she said next to nothing at all.

    The main conversation held up by Adelaide, Elizabeth, Darcy and the Gardiners. Georgiana and the Colonel did try and enter the fray but were not concerned that they did not dominate proceedings. Kitty was rather overawed by the company and only replied when directly spoken to. She had quickly learned that Lydia’s boisterous approach to social occasions was not the type of behaviour acceptable in London and sought to amend her actions. Lord Clay did not feel that it was polite to discuss at the dinner table his preferred topic of conversation–matters of business, and instead confined his comments to compliments about Georgiana’s ball. His reticence was noted, however those at the table also that he glanced frequently in Caroline’s direction – and that his countenance was visibly softened when he did so.

    After dinner the gentlemen asked for some time to discuss some business propositions, which left Adelaide, Mrs Gardiner, Georgiana, Kitty, Caroline and Elizabeth to have some conversation before the gentlemen returned. Whether by intention or fate it seemed that Elizabeth was destined to spend some time with Caroline alone. Both parties felt the inconvenience, and were in a quandary as to how to maintain a polite conversation given their previous history and the current circumstances.

    Eventually it fell to Elizabeth to commence some conversation, and she decided upon the topic of Lord Clay. She felt this was rather “safe” – any other topic could have been construed to have an underlying meaning, and given that Caroline had been rather pleasant if abnormally quiet through the evening so far, Elizabeth thought it best to choose a topic that seemingly would be of some interest to her.

    “Caroline, Lord Clay seems a very charming man – how do you find him?” said Elizabeth softly.

    Caroline blushed at the comment (which well pleased Elizabeth) and after taking a deep breath responded “That he does seem – I do believe he is the most polite man of my acquaintance.”

    Emboldened by Caroline’s response – and the fact that Caroline seemed for once to be uttering comments that had no underlying meaning Elizabeth responded “Caroline I know that we have never been close, but let me assure you that I do wish you happy. I hope things go well for you and Lord Clay if that is what you wish.”

    If Caroline was surprised by Elizabeth’s first comment she did not own it or acknowledge it – but it did seem to unsettle her somewhat. Caroline did however maintain her blush and then responded “I thank you most sincerely, but I think it is early to consider anything beyond a mere acquaintance.”

    Elizabeth then said “I think it has already progressed beyond that”. Elizabeth could see that Caroline’s interest was piqued. As a result she was not surprised with Caroline’s response.

    “Whatever makes you think that?”said Caroline blushing all the more.

    “The way he looked towards you over dinner.” Said Elizabeth. Seeing Caroline’s reaction, Elizabeth gained confidence enough to tease Caroline just a little “You probably didn’t notice as your head was bowed – but I can assure you that he most frequently glanced in your direction and seemed well pleased when he did.”

    “Oh” said Caroline, secretly delighted to have received such attention – but still curious why Elizabeth would share such information with her. “Why are you so interested in Lord Clay and how he looks as me?” Caroline was trying to gain information that would confirm her thoughts that Lord Clay had an interest in her and at the same time satisfy her own curiosity as to why Elizabeth Darcy of all people would be interested in a man who was taking interest. She was also not confident that her past comments towards Elizabeth would be easily forgotten.

    Elizabeth said what she was thinking. “It is as I said before – I do wish you happy. Knowing that you have received attention from a man is pleasant thing. It is even more wonderful when those feelings are returned. Love and felicity in a marriage is most wonderful.”

    Caroline was on the back foot – she wondered why Elizabeth could wish such things for her – and talk of marriage? “I still don’t understand” said Caroline genuinely thoughtful about Elizabeth’s utterances and thinking that there had to be some underlying meaning.

    Elizabeth smiled towards Caroline. “If things progress that way for you with Lord Clay or with someone else it may go some way in helping you understand what I feel for my husband and what he feels for me.”

    “But marriage is about achieving an improvement in status, and securing a future –attraction or affection is something that may come from within the marriage after time - not a reason for it” said Caroline in all seriousness.

    Elizabeth thought she had nothing to lose and thought it was time to bare her soul. “It may be for some, but not for me, nor Jane, nor my aunt and uncle Gardiner, nor as I have come to understand for Fitzwilliam’s parents. Our marriages are not about money or houses, but rather about having a true partner that you can discuss any matter high or low, where silences are as much comfort as conversation, and someone with whom you wish to spend all of your time. Have you never known anyone to have such a relationship?”

    Caroline was rather shocked. It was as if all of her past experiences were brought to the fore and examined in a new light. The marriage of her parents – she witnessed their changing moods but had never had a point of comparison- and recalled civility, possible affection, then indifference. Her friends – most of whom seemed to prefer female company to that of their husbands. When she came to think about it – Caroline could not recall one marriage apart from what she had seen with her brother, the Darcy’s, and her recent introduction to the Gardiners that had evidence of love. With Louisa and Hurst she was rather unsure – there seemed some affection – but then she could never be too certain. Was there something more that was available in a marriage? Caroline’s mind was now of confusion – but she did know that the Darcy’s shared a relationship that was one of open displays of mutual regard. Could it be possible that I could experience the same? Maybe Elizabeth would be of some help at least in trying to understand some new feelings that she could not quite express. Trying to make order of her jumbled thoughts she replied “Apart from my brother and Jane, and your own marriage – I have not been privy to such information or understanding.”

    Hearing this and the tone in which it was said Elizabeth realised that the anger and conflict had finally gone from their relationship for the present at least – instead of the confident domineering Caroline there was a confused and somewhat frightened woman – unsure of what to think and what to believe. As a result Elizabeth softened and took Caroline’s hand. “If you think back to the ball the other evening - did you not happen to notice how many gentlemen departed in groups without their wives?”

    “Surely one should not speak of such a thing” said Caroline genuinely aghast at such a comment, knowing that it was some of her so called friends had husbands who had acted in such a way.

    Elizabeth continued to discuss this line to press her point “Have you never wondered why that is so? It seems that some gentlemen are not pleased to spend time with their wives – is that not a sad situation?”

    Caroline was surprised that Elizabeth was relating this not as a point to ridicule and malign, rather out of compassion – that it seemed there were many women who were not truly loved or even respected by their husbands, nor had a relationship where at least some sort of mutual affection and concern existed. “I have never looked at it that way. It seemed to be the way of things – the type of conduct that is expected in such a position. It is the way of society”.

    “It may be the way that many look at it – but I know that Jane and I agreed long ago, before we ever met Charles and Fitzwilliam, that we wanted to marry for love. Having grown up in a household where the lack of mutual esteem was most evident, and seen the love and companionship displayed by my uncle and aunt – it was an easy distinction for us to make. I wanted and Jane did too a relationship such as my uncle and aunt have.” Elizabeth intended to finish what she had begun.

    She went on “Caroline, I know that you have never been pleased with my presence, nor the fact that by marrying my husband I became mistress of Pemberley – but being Pemberley’s mistress was never my objective. I swore to myself, and to Jane that I would only marry for love – the very deepest kind – where love was more than wealth or grandeur but about being happy to be loved by someone regardless of the situation. It is such a wonderful thing that I desire that others would have the chance to experience it. Adelaide does too – that is why she took such care before introducing you to someone whom she thought would be truly suited to you.”

    “But why should you wish to help me? Particularly how I have acted in the past towards Jane and yourself?” asked Caroline, bowing her head to try and avoid looking Elizabeth in the eye.

    “Despite all that has gone before us, I truly do believe that we can be friends as well as the sisters we already are. Our true friends accept us as we are – we don’t have to live up to social standing, wearing the right clothes or associating with the right people. If we have to do that we are not truly ourselves – just a shadow of other people. Surely it is more comfortable to be ourselves than something we are not?” said Elizabeth. She then added “Caroline, you are an intelligent woman – you need better conversations that than latest gossip – your conversations with Lord Clay must have been interesting up until now?”

    “Well I will own that our conversations have been quite different to those I am used to. He seemed genuinely interested in my opinion. He brought up that he had found out that our father’s fortune was built through trade – instead of censuring such a background he actually seemed impressed– I have never met a man like that before.” Said Caroline.

    “He sounds like a very sensible man. No wonder Fitzwilliam was so impressed by him.” Said Elizabeth.

    Caroline quickly responded “Your husband was impressed by him?”

    Elizabeth explained “Very much so. Fitzwilliam admires those who are forthright and honest – and can clearly express opinions avoiding the influence of society’s rules. Fitzwilliam has seen too many fortunes lost through unsound investments besides losses through other forms of gambling – where appearing to support the right people is given as a sound reason for taking up financial risks. Lord Clay appears to be a shrewd and careful investor, basing his investments on sound judgements and rational principle – investing for the right reason rather than to impress people.”

    “Surely one must support one’s friends – and if it advances one’s standing at the same time is it not worth the expense?” asked Caroline truly confused by the information that Elizabeth had related. It was beyond anything she had ever known – or stopped to even consider.

    “That depends on who one’s friends are – and whether or not they can be trusted. One would need to be sure of the motive behind the friendship. And as to the expense – if that cost diminished a family’s finances to the extent that the family could no longer afford to exist in the style to which they were accustomed and damage the future prospects of their relations– is that not too high a price to pay?” posed Elizabeth.

    Elizabeth knew that Caroline was being honest when she admitted “I find myself confused. The traditions of society must surely be accepted? If they are not, what can one believe in?”

    Here Elizabeth’s philosophical discussions with her father, and subsequently with her husband came into play. “Do you not find society duplicitous? Saying one thing and meaning another? I prefer friends and family who are prepared to tell me to my face of my faults, and love me in spite of them. They love me as I am, not something or someone they want me to be. Adelaide is very good at that, Fitzwilliam and Jane too. If society cannot bear faults, then what worth is tradition?”

    “Sharing faults?” The mere mention of the subject of owning up to faults had Caroline concerned.

    “Faults can be of benefit as well as concern. Our faults are what brought us together – Fitzwilliam owning to his, and me owning to mine – we have promised to remain open and honest with each other – even when we point out each others’ faults and our relationship is stronger as a result. Adelaide is a great teacher – I am learning more all the time – I wish to be a better person but not at the expense of deceiving my husband, my friends or my family. They are what matter most – they will love me always – whereas society and the so called friends it attracts may come and go. I do not wish to be subjected to society’s whims. Do you?” said Elizabeth.

    “I own I am no longer sure what to believe in – you have placed a great many thoughts at my door.” Said Caroline.

    Elizabeth smiled. She caught Caroline’s eyes and held them – in a genuine show of trust, frankness and surprisingly friendship. “Caroline, we are all confused from time to time, but we are able to bear such confusion with the support of friends, and others who will allow us time to make our thoughts clearer instead of pressing us to make rash decisions that suit others. You have my support, and others too should you wish to seek it……and I think you could count Lord Clay amongst them.”


    Chapter Twenty

    Caroline was now trying to reconcile the life she knew with a change to another where people could be trusted, where society’s rules and obligation were less important, and where there may possibly be true love and affection – from friends, family and even….?

    Elizabeth could sense this, and hesitated before making the next comment. “So if I am now privileged to ask you as a friend, what do you think of Lord Clay?”

    A genuine, but embarrassed smile was seen on Caroline’s face. “As a friend, and a sister, I own that he is pleasant to look at and it is somewhat of a relief to look at a man taller than myself!”

    Elizabeth chuckled, both greatly relieved and gladdened by Caroline’s response. “That must be a great relief indeed!”

    A thought struck Caroline – so strongly that she was caused to utter “You really do wish me well with him”

    “Yes” Said Elizabeth. “Does that surprise you? Is it surprising that someone utters a genuine thought?”

    “I will admit that in the circles I have frequented to date - yes – one can never be sure what someone’s’ intention is” said Caroline hesitantly not wishing to own up to the duplicity of those she currently chose to socialise with.

    “Well mine, and Fitzwilliam’s and Adelaide’s I can assure you is for your happiness. We hope that love reaches you in a way it has blessed us.” Said Elizabeth.

    “Eliza…. Elizabeth if we are to be friends, in the manner you have described then I owe you an apology. There are a number of comments I made – there are things that should not have been said.” Said Caroline quite contritely.

    “Think no more of it. I am very happy to accept your apology if you accept mine.” Responded Elizabeth.

    Caroline was perplexed. “Your apology?”

    “I could sense that you held some jealousy towards the attention Fitzwilliam was paying me even though I had not sought it and for a time was not even aware of it. Instead of ignoring your comments I viewed them as a challenge such as the time I did make an effort to highlight your lack of knowledge with regard to certain plays, and the like. ” said Elizabeth feeling it was time to clear the air about their past.

    “I own that I was jealous. I did wish that Fitzwilliam would pay me such attention. But looking back now, and based on what we have discussed, I must be honest in admitting that similar attention from a man truly interested in me would have been my desire. I seems I have paid attention to the matters that don’t necessarily deserve attention, but during my conversation with Lord Clay I now find that I may be in need of some assistance. I understand Lord Clay is very fond of plays and I would hate to be found lacking, would it be possible for you to help me redress that lack of knowledge?” Said Caroline.

    “As a friend and sister I would be delighted – as a woman with intelligence I am sure that you will find it easy once you set your mind to it.” Said Elizabeth.

    Caroline was still uncertain, and in an attempt to reassure herself she asked “So you are prepared to forgive me that easily – even when I coveted your husband?”

    Elizabeth forthrightly said “You wished to be mistress of Pemberley – not Fitzwilliam’s wife. You cared more for what the marriage would bring rather than the marriage itself. With me it was the opposite – I wanted to marry for love – I was unconcerned with what came with it – if I had only wished for a secure position I would have accepted a proposal by my cousin Collins, if I only cared about wealth and Pemberley I would have accepted Fitzwilliam earlier.”

    “Earlier?” said Caroline.

    “Yes. I now feel I can share with you what transpired earlier. Fitzwilliam proposed to me before we met again in Derbyshire – it was while we were both in Kent. I refused him.” Responded Elizabeth.

    Caroline was astounded. That anyone would refuse Fitzwilliam Darcy and all that came with a marriage to him. “Refused him? May I ask why?”

    “I had been privy to information that was untrue, and Fitzwilliam made a number of disparaging remarks. I was hot headed. He was condescending in his manner and approach. We both wilfully misunderstood each other.” Said Elizabeth, not wishing to draw on the interference with Jane and Bingley as one of the catalysts seeing they had made such headway in reconciling their differences.

    “What altered?” asked Caroline.

    Elizabeth then stated “We both did. He wrote to me clarifying my misunderstandings, and he tried to be more accommodating in his opinions. I had the time to reconsider his actions and his responses. When we met again in Derbyshire we had changed – adjusting our behaviours to correct the errors in our ways, and the opinions we held about each other. We had the time to contemplate what the other had said, and I think Fitzwilliam would be comfortable with me saying we both did our share of reforming our opinions.”

    Caroline was now intrigued. She knew nothing of what had transpired in Kent – but was well aware of the attention that Darcy had shown Elizabeth in Derbyshire. “How did you happen to be in Derbyshire?”

    Elizabeth could hear that Caroline’s question was one of interest only and replied accordingly “I had always been set to travel with my uncle and aunt in the summer. We were destined to go to the lakes – but my uncles business meant that enough time was available to travel there. My aunt had grown up in Derbyshire – at Lambton – so they had decided to travel there instead. I found the countryside there beautiful. My aunt suggested a visit to Pemberley as she had visited it when she lived in the district. I only agreed to go after finding out that Fitzwilliam was not there – I did not want to face him after what had transpired in Kent. My aunt and uncle were not aware of the failed proposal so I could not explain to them why I did not want to visit. When we arrived we visited the house, and it was only when we were leaving that Fitzwilliam and I met – it was totally unplanned – and we were both fearfully embarrassed. I dare say it is the most uncomfortable I have ever felt.” Elizabeth was not yet prepared to say how she had found Fitzwilliam dressed when they met –that memory was still too intimate to share.

    “Surely after what had happened he would have been embarrassed too?” asked Caroline engrossed in the tale.

    “Yes he was or so he told me so after we were engaged. But me being found on the property of a man I had refused? Fitzwilliam did however go to great lengths to make me comfortable – that was the day before you arrived.” Replied Elizabeth thinking and you don’t know all of why he was so embarrassed!

    Caroline said “I had always wondered how he happened to know you were there.”

    “It was purely chance – Fitzwilliam said it was fate demonstrating that we were meant to be together. Had he not travelled to Pemberley a day earlier we would not have met at that time.”

    “So I never really stood a chance?” asked Caroline with something like regret.

    Elizabeth knew to be gentle with Caroline but attempted to lighten the mood. “Probably not – He admitted to having been chased by every eligible woman in society – you were not alone in your pursuit. Some parents went even as far to bribe him to marry their daughters. Can you imagine that? He described it as thought he was a piece of horseflesh being paraded around a stock yard – it made him most uncomfortable and was one of the reasons he avoided so many social events”.

    Caroline laughed – a genuine laugh of amusement. Elizabeth then felt confident enough to ask “Did he ever try to tell you?”

    She responded honestly. “When I look back on it he most likely did – but I was not of a mind to listen – I had it so firmly set in my mind that I would be the next mistress of Pemberley that I did not really want to listen to him. Your presence and his attention to you made me all the more desperate. You were going to prevent me from achieving my goal.”

    Elizabeth asked “Was it Pemberley or Fitzwilliam that you wanted?”

    Caroline was quick to reply “Having you put it that way it was all that Pemberley represented. It is probably time for me to own that aspects that come with a great estate such as ministering to tenants would not have been my preference. I was probably too absorbed with the grandeur and size of the holdings – not the responsibilities that came with it– it is probably better that things are as they are.”

    Elizabeth’s next question sought to determine Caroline’s new feelings “Is it easier to say that having met Lord Clay?”

    Caroline smiled back at Elizabeth. “As we are being honest – yes it is. I have never really met a man before who was interested in me. There have been a few who were interested in my dowry, and others who lost interest in finding that my dowry was built up through trade. I know I slighted your connections, but I have also experienced that myself. Lord Clay appears to be different in all respects – my dowry is of no concern, it seems he admires people who have built up wealth through trade, and abhors those who sit back having inherited wealth through no effort of their own and seek to fill their time with idleness and little concern of others.”

    “It seems that you have come to know a great deal about him in a short space of time.” Said Elizabeth.

    Caroline bowed her head before she said “It is interesting to recall how much I have learned through our limited conversation.”

    “Surely you conversed while dancing – you danced a good many together” – Elizabeth felt it was safe to tease Caroline again ever so slightly – she could detect some changes in her demeanour and was keen to reinforce them.

    “That we did – but we mostly talked over supper.” Caroline was now embarrassed and still very unsure of where things stood with Lord Clay, so she sought to deflect the attention away from herself and asked “Tell me Elizabeth – it seems you are truly happy with your husband. I have difficulty in comprehending what that may be like.”

    Elizabeth was more comfortable about talking with Caroline about her relationship with Darcy now that they had cleared the air between them. “Thank you Caroline – yes I am. We truly love each other every bit as well as we intended. It is a joy and contentment that is difficult to describe. Where every moment together is a delight – even the disagreements – and time apart is almost unbearable. Nights apart are impossible.”

    “Night’s apart? Surely you have your own chambers?”asked Caroline – so surprised by what Elizabeth had said that she did not even think about the impropriety of her question.

    Elizabeth smiled when she responded conspiratorially “Caroline I know not what you have heard from your acquaintances about married life – but I am certainly aware of society’s standards with regards to rooming arrangements. My mother went so far as to remind me of them just prior to our marriage and Fitzwilliam had to go to great lengths to assure me that all of society does not act in such a manner. I can assure you that marriages without love have practical sleeping arrangements – where the partners do not have to see each other but rarely. Marriages with love are quite a different matter altogether.”

    “Are you prepared to enlighten me?” asked Caroline.

    “Only when it is necessary – if things continue with Lord Clay as they have begun – there will be a need to enlighten you – rest assured, as a friend and a sister I promise to share the information that society does not wish you to know when the time is right. It would be inappropriate to discuss it before that time” said Elizabeth.

    Caroline could see that Elizabeth really meant what she said, and Caroline had cause to reflect that she had never had such reassurance before. Maybe there really was something for true friendship. “I truly thankyou Elizabeth, and hopefully one day I may be able to take you up on that offer”

    “Why not call me Lizzie as Jane and my other sisters do?” said Elizabeth lightly.

    “I would be honoured, ….Lizzie. I am very pleased today to say that I think I have finally made my first real friend.” Said Caroline.

    “And I am please to count you as a friend.” Said Elizabeth smiling at her and grasping her hand with a friendly squeeze.

    At that point the gentlemen returned to the room Darcy was very surprised to see Elizabeth not only sitting near Caroline Bingley, but seemingly engrossed in conversation. He eventually caught her eye, and sent her a questioning glance, which she responded to with a brilliant smile and a twinkle in her eye. Having seen Elizabeth’s gestures Darcy was now quite desperate to discover what had caused his wife to suddenly be so comfortable in Caroline’s company. Knowing her husband as she did, Elizabeth knew that Darcy would be very interested to find out why she was not only sitting so close to Caroline, but seemingly enjoying her company, so Elizabeth whispered to Caroline that she was going to rejoin her husband, and at the same time leave a place vacant for Lord Clay to sit beside Caroline.

    Lord Clay did not disappoint either of the ladies, and quickly took advantage of the opportunity to sit beside the lady he was keen to know better.

    Having rejoined her husband, Elizabeth held his eyes with cheeky glance, waiting for him to make the first comment.

    “I know you can read my thoughts, and also know that you are deriving great pleasure through keeping me in suspense, so how is it to be?” asked Darcy.

    “Whatever do you mean dear Sir?” Replied Elizabeth saucily.

    “Elizabeth you know full well what I mean.” He said this while answering her saucy glare with a smirk that displayed his dimple. “Are you to enlighten me now, or do I have to resort to other means later in order to discover why you are apparently now friendly with Caroline Bingley?”

    “ah that…:” said Elizabeth.

    “Yes that……well?”

    “I could wait until later, to see what your other means could be. I am most intrigued.” said Elizabeth wishing to prolong her husband’s agony.

    “That is unfair Elizabeth” said Darcy.

    Sensing his increasing frustration she sought to tease him just a little more “Unfair? May I remind you Sir that you were the one who presented me the option of discussing this later.”

    “Yes, I will own to that but I feel my private time could be put to much better use. Surely as a dutiful wife you will not seek to keep teasing your husband……or do I have to remind you that you once agreed to obey me?” said Darcy deciding to give as good as he got.

    “And you promised me afterwards not to invoke that particular commitment without due cause?” said Elizabeth.

    “I am at liberty to make decisions as I see fit, and may in fact deem this to be a due cause.” said Darcy thinking his wife had earned a dose of her own medicine.

    “Presented with such a prospect, it seems I must capitulate and relate all – although I will seek reparations for my capitulation later….” Said his wife while holding his gaze.

    Darcy knew exactly what Elizabeth was alluding to and that he would be more than happy to accommodate his wife’s request for reparations once they had retired for the evening. It only remained for him to be informed of what had transpired while the men had separated from the ladies.

    Elizabeth went on to relate the details of the conversation that had taken place, and Darcy was initially surprised and then very pleased that Elizabeth and Caroline had reached such an understanding in a relatively short space of time. He knew that such an understanding would certainly make life easier for Jane and Charles, and himself to if truth be acknowledged, although whether he was prepared to forgive Caroline so easily for all of her disparaging comments particularly towards Elizabeth remained to be seen.

    “And what of your discussions sir?” asked Elizabeth.

    “Nothing nearly as interesting as yours seem to have been, although Clay has some interesting investment propositions that your uncle and I will discuss further with Clay in the morning.”

    “Well if he is to visit, then I must see if Caroline would like call tomorrow morning” said Elizabeth.

    “Who would ever have thought that you would actually invite Caroline over for the pleasure of her company?” said Darcy.

    “Who indeed. But it shall not only be for my pleasure – I think your guest will be quite pleased that Caroline visits as well!” replied Elizabeth.


    “So did you end up having your talk with Caroline before she married Lord Clay” asked Darcy.

    “Yes I did, I did not wish to have her enter the married state based on preconceptions similar to my mothers! No one should have to suffer agony of mind like that. Jane and Louisa do not like discussing such matters so the duty fell to me” stated Elizabeth.

    Darcy was quick to respond “Ah but didn’t you have Aunt Gardiner share some excellent advice?”

    “Yes I did and Jane too– and that was the advice I shared with Caroline – trust your instincts.”

    “Nothing else?” said Darcy concerned that his private relations with Elizabeth may have been discussed with none other than the former Caroline Bingley.

    “Wouldn’t you like to know?” said Elizabeth cheekily. Seeing her husband’s face aghast she quickly set him to rights responding in low tones. ”There are some things that can only be shared between a husband and wife – those memories are too precious to share with anyone apart from you”.

    Their eyes locked – no more words were necessary. Reassured Darcy said to his wife, “We should see to who is next to look after Adelaide.”

    They both turned towards her and were immediately concerned that Adelaide’s eyes had closed. Neither had noticed during their exchange of the previous minutes and they could not say with any degree of certainty how long they had been so. Elizabeth gasped, but Darcy saw what Elizabeth did not, that Adelaide’s chest was still moving. Rising and falling in a regular pattern that confirmed that she was still breathing and only resting – nothing more.

    “She is not….” Elizabeth did not want to utter what she was thinking.

    “No. She seems she is only fatigued. Keep in mind that Adelaide has hardly slept this past day – it should be no surprise that she finally seeks some rest. We should let her rest. You wait here with her in case she wakes, and I shall see who has arisen and can take over the nursing. You and I need our rest too.” He leaned over to kiss her gently on the head.

    ‘Thankyou” said Elizabeth, clasping his hands in hers. “You are truly the best of men”.

    Darcy left the room, and Elizabeth minded their charge until someone came to relieve them.


    Posted on: 2008-09-02

    Chapter Twenty-One

    Madeleine Gardiner had rested well overnight, knowing that Adelaide was in the safe and loving care of Elizabeth and Darcy. Edward Gardiner had left his wife undisturbed when she failed to wake in time for the evening meal, knowing that exhaustion had finally set in. When Aunt Gardiner finally awoke she was surprised to find that she had slept in excess of 12 hours, but reasoned that the rest was needed, and such an undisturbed period would not likely be possible over the coming days.

    She rose early having slept so long, and dressed and readied herself for the coming day. She was about to knock on Adelaide’s door when she saw Darcy emerging from it.

    “Good morning Aunt – you are looking somewhat refreshed” said Darcy moving to Mrs Gardiner to place a kiss on her cheek.

    “I will own that a good nights’ sleep has done me the world of good – but I can see you now need some respite yourself. How is Adelaide this morning?” she asked noticing the dark circles around her nephew’s eyes.

    “Adelaide is actually sleeping at present – Elizabeth is still with her. I had intended to see who could take over the nursing so that I can make Elizabeth rest a while. I have no fixed engagements this morning – and do not have to meet with Uncle Gardiner and the solicitors until this afternoon.”

    Madeleine Gardiner replied “Well I can manage for the present, so that you may take Lizzie and prepare for some rest. I shall have someone bring a tray to your rooms”.

    “Thank you Aunt” said Darcy, and he returned to Adelaide’s room to inform Elizabeth of the arrangements.


    Madeleine Gardiner stayed all morning with Adelaide. In the end Adelaide slept some two hours – which was more than she had slept over the preceding few days. The doctor visited, and the maids refreshed Adelaide’s bedding and clothing. By midday, Adelaide was looking decidedly better. After these matters had been attended to Madeleine Gardiner saw that Adelaide’s correspondence had been reviewed, and now Adelaide herself had decided she was in need of further conversation.

    The timely arrival of Georgiana and Lady Matlock provided some distraction, relieving Madeleine Gardiner of her nursing duties, so that she could devote some time to the running of Adelaide’s household. Whilst Adelaide’s household were well disciplined in their duties they had long been used to receiving daily direction from their Mistress, and with Adelaide being so poorly, they turned instead to Mrs. Gardiner for approval with menus, purchases and the overall running of the household.

    While Mrs Gardiner ran the household, Mr Gardiner managed Adelaide’s affairs and finances. Adelaide knew she could trust the Gardiner’s implicitly and knowing to that she was slowly slipping away she could no longer be bothered with such matters, but did appreciate that there were always things of some nature that did need attending to and was more than happy to leave everything in the Gardiners’ most excellent care.


    Georgiana and Rebecca Matlock bustled into Adelaide’s bedroom to sit with her and provide the conversation that Adelaide readily sought. They had not long been there when Elizabeth joined them. Adelaide, Georgiana and Aunt Rebecca could see that Elizabeth was still fatigued, and pressed her to return to her rooms as she had only rested but a few hours – but she was most insistent on spending as much time with Adelaide as she possibly could. The ladies knew that Elizabeth could be as stubborn as Adelaide at times, so rather than pressing the matter they began their conversation. Elizabeth’s fatigue was evident as she preferred to listen rather than participate.

    Elizabeth looked toward Georgiana, who was animated in her discussion with their aunt and Adelaide – but perhaps a little more overly effervescent that normal – it was almost if she was trying too hard to show that she was not affected by the situation they were in, however Elizabeth knew Georgiana better – that she was acting to mask her true feelings.

    Aunt Rebecca was happy to smile and make comment when necessary – being older and more worldly she had been in similar situations before and could act quite naturally despite her distress at seeing Adelaide so frail and in decline.

    Elizabeth began to feel that she was not really in the room at all – as if she outside the walls and peering in through a window – able to hear parts of conversation, but not taking part. Suddenly she heard her name being said repeatedly…”Elizabeth, Elizabeth….are you alright?”

    Elizabeth shook her head, realising where she was and finally regained her senses sufficiently to say “…yes, yes I am fine – just a little distracted.”

    Aunt Rebecca asked “Are you sure you are alright my dear? Are you sure you would not prefer to rest? Georgiana and I can take care of Adelaide for the present.”

    “No, no – I wish to stay – I will be fine I assure you.” Said Elizabeth.

    The conversation continued, with Georgiana regaling the latest antics of the Fitzwilliam children who seemed to have inherited the jovial outgoing manner of their father, rather than the quiet reserved nature of their mother. The ladies laughed heartily over how a three year old insisted on greeting guests as the mistress of the house despite Georgiana’s protest that the title of Mistress actually belonged to her.

    Meanwhile, Elizabeth remained lost in her own thoughts – seeing Adelaide chatting with Georgiana and Aunt Rebecca, she smiled to herself over the many occasions they had talked together – both in London and at Pemberley. Pemberley… Elizabeth shuddered ….Adelaide will visit us there no more. She remained oblivious to the conversation that was taking place in the room. Suddenly her mind wandered to the time that Adelaide first visited Pemberley after they had made her acquaintance.


    Adelaide was to stay with them for the full summer – to avoid the oppressive heat of London at the warmest time of the year, and to maximise her time with the Darcy’s who chose to spend their first married summer in Derbyshire. Darcy and Elizabeth were not forced to explain their reasoning behind the move, though society had its own views. Those who saw the Darcy’s relationship for what it was knew that a time of privacy was all they sought, while those who had still not reconciled themselves to Darcy’s choice took the view that he was hiding his wife away out of embarrassment. They had considered a trip to Italy but in the end decided against it - Pemberley was home and being able to enjoy their time there, relishing their own company and privacy without the protracted games of courtship was considered to be perfect.

    Elizabeth detected that Adelaide may have some reticence in visiting Pemberley- not that she was not comfortable in their company, but more for the reason that her last visit there had been when Lady Anne Darcy had passed – she had not visited Pemberley since that time. Elizabeth could sense that there would be ghosts there – as far as Adelaide was concerned, and she wished that she could see her good friend comfortable and that her visit to Pemberley was associated with pleasant thoughts than the fractured memories of the past.

    It had been determined that Elizabeth, Georgiana, Adelaide and Caroline would ride to Pemberley in the elegantly appointed Darcy carriage. Relations with Caroline Bingley had progressed to the point that she was a welcome addition to the party, invited for her own sake and not on account of the Darcy’s relationship with her brother. The visit to Pemberley would also provide Caroline some diversion as Lord Clay was presently in America seeing to some business interests and was not set to return for some weeks. Elizabeth could detect that Caroline missed his presence most keenly. While all acquainted with Caroline were aware that there was no official understanding between them, there was certainly something deeper than a mere acquaintance, and had progressed to the point that even Elizabeth was not aware that Adelaide was acting as an intermediary for correspondence between the two.

    Darcy chose to ride alongside. A long carriage journey such as the one from London to Derbyshire was always a test of his forbearance, unless he had the good fortune to be alone with his wife. More often than not Georgiana was with them, and even then Darcy would only travel in the carriage if the weather made it uncomfortable to ride. On this occasion he chose most definitely to ride regardless of the weather and the concern of his wife – with four women in the carriage space was more limited than usual, and Darcy had no wish to pretend to be interested in ladies conversation, nor be so close to Caroline Bingley. He found her company difficult enough to tolerate at Pemberley where there was sufficient space to maintain a distance. While Elizabeth had fully forgiven Caroline, Darcy’s forgiveness was a little slower in coming as whenever he saw Caroline with Georgiana and Elizabeth he was always reminded of the untimely comments she had continually professed towards the ladies he loved most.

    Georgiana saw Elizabeth gazing out of the window with a dreamy expression on her face “Lizzie, do you happen to be gazing at the fine form of your husband?” teased Georgiana. Georgiana had learned that she did have her own sense of humour, and could tease her sister – she still needed further confidence before she began to tease her brother in the same manner.

    Georgie’s gentle teasing woke Elizabeth from her reverie –the gentle blush on her face answering the question before she had uttered a word. “As a matter of fact I am – I am comparing it to my memory of him when I first saw him ride – although then I only saw him from a distance, and I had no knowledge that it was actually him that I had seen riding.”

    “When was that?” asked Georgiana.

    “It was before Charles had taken Netherfield – when we talked of it later your brother explained that it must have been when they first came to inspect the estate –before the lease was settled” replied Elizabeth.

    “Where did you see them?” queried Georgiana.

    Elizabeth turned to her sister and said “I had walked to Oakham Mount as I was wont to do, and saw two gentlemen riding at a fast pace towards Meryton. They rode well, and had good seat on their mounts- I was certain that they were not from the area as they were unfamiliar forms.”

    Georgiana was always interested in aspects of her brothers’ relationship with his wife and sought to put another piece in the puzzle “Is Fitzwilliam aware of this?”

    “Oh yes. I happened to mention it when I walked to Oakham Mount with him the day after we became engaged. He made a comment that he wished he had seen me at that time” said Elizabeth wistfully.

    Georgiana teased further “And was that all you spoke of that day?”

    “Certainly not. A newly engaged couple?” Elizabeth laughed at the thought before continuing “But if you think dear sister that I will relate all that took place during our conversations that day you are sadly mistaken – even we should be allowed some secrets!”

    “Then I shall press you no further, no matter how sorely I am tempted” said Georgiana.

    The ladies continued in this vein until they reached the next village where they were to make their last stop before covering the last miles to their home in Derbyshire.

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